you think you know what i see through these eyes? you think you know what i think? what i feel...?

so, generally when i sit down to write an entry, i know what i want to convey, i have a message i want to get across. not this time :D i'm just going to write and see what happens until i stop. as soon as i stop, i end the entry. if something or someone distracts me i'll conclude immediately, because i don't want to have time to plan or to reflect or correct or ANYTHING. the only thing i'm going to do is publish this:
http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=10150739380190167
it's a note i wrote last night, after a friend of mine showed me, once again, how incredibly awesome he is and how just a few of the right words can really change everything almost immediately. unfortunately, if you want to read it, you're going to have to have me as a friend...
a word about that; if you're going to add someone on facebook and they have no clue as to who you are, at least have the decency of writing them an inbox saying "hey, i saw you *insert place/site/friend in common's wall/name of picture/etc. here* and thought it would be cool to add you, how you doing? (: " and yes. the smile would be great ;D i currently have 17 solicitations on hold because i haven't the foggiest idea as to who the majority of them are :D
anyway, i'm not going to write much because, as there is no editing, it means there's no pictures and it just sucks to have to read a big block of text, but basically i am sick and tired of people assuming they know what's right and wrong, what path someone's supposed to take, and especially people assuming "oh, if i do *insert action here* it'll be no problem, as if she'll care!" what the heck do you know what'll affect me and what won't? people, me in particular, have their particularities (repetition, not good, but i promised no editing D: ) and there are things which, for you, may mean absolutely nothing but for someone else could mean the world. for instance, there is one thing that definitely drives me insane; when someone says they'll call you and they don't. if you don't want to call or if you think you won't then freaking say so already. i don't have a cellphone right now, so if you say you're going to call, i have to find one of the home phones that doesn't have a depleted battery and stick by it until you call which, in theory, you're going to do. there is nothing more frustrating than waiting for something that doesn't happen. but then, after that, there's no explanation, there's no "oh i'm so sorry, i forgot!" which, believe me, i get. i am one of the WORST people for deadlines and remembering things etc. so if you forget, no problem, but let me know that you give a damn.
feel like singing to this song (No voy en tren, voy en avión by: Charly García) so, signing off now :D
Ciao★